Monday, December 18, 2017
I Love You To My Butt
Saturday, December 16, 2017
A Few of My Favorite Things
- Toddlers kisses and the exaggerated puckered lips
- Twins holding hands and running through the house together giggling
- Big D's school work helpfully pointing out to his teacher that "My mom's feet are big".
- My husband coming home earlier than expected.
- Hearing my older kids reading to their siblings.
- Bug organizing a concert and helping his brother and sister work on and practice their songs.
- The director getting stage fright when it was his turn to sing.
- Getting the mail and opening more Christmas cards than bills.
- Timing right for the kids and I to watch their Dad get loaded with mud from the lake project.
- Taking a long shower and not having the door knocked on once, or having any conversations through the door.
Tuesday, December 5, 2017
Santa Clause Came to Town
On Saturday I took the kiddos to Miles City to meet Santa Claus. By sheer luck the Children's ChristmasShop was going on at the High School. My Sister used to take my niece and nephew and I remember them gifting the most random and delighful things. Fishing lure earrings and an opera cassette tape. So much fun opening a complete surprise. I was rusty with how it all works and what amount of money they needed for shopping.
The rules are kiddos aged 4-10 or 4-12? I can't remember at the moment. We are rule breakers and I sent Bear who won't turn 4 until March. No adults are allowed. Your child goes with a volunteer, who I would guess were high school aged, and they are supposed to have a list and their money. I did not send my children with lists, my goal was for them to do their Sibling Secret Santa. Also $5 is more than needed, $1 per person on the list I would guess is about right based on the change and presents they returned with. There must be a table that wraps and labels the items for the kids.
Bug drew Meekers, Big D drew Bug, Bear drew Gracers, Meekers drew Big D, and Gracers drew Bear. Bear and Bug shopped for Meekers, so a few tags will be switched. Bear also came back with a present labeled to her from Santa and a gift for me and 3 bags for Meekers. Bug had change and went for a second round to shop for Mom & Dad. Big D had two presents and change. Overall they enjoyed it and the experience of shopping for others. They older kids really wanted to give hints and brag about their finds, within 1 hour of drawing names the Secret part of Secret Santa was out of the bag. I am hoping we can hold out another 3 weeks for some surprises when it comes time to unwrap presents.
The big event was apparently Happy Meals at McDonald's complete with Hello Kitty teacups and Pokemon figurines. As the twins napped on the way up, we grabbed food and ate in the parking lot and snuck in a half hour early to see Santa. In years past the line has been a couple hours long and with 5 kids it isn't worth it if they are fussy. There was a line but it wasn't too bad and Murdoch's has double carts. Which ranks them pretty high in my book, double carts are a Godsend. Bear curled up in every ones coats in the cart and the twinks were buckled and contained. The boys made friends with a family behind us and played the whole time. I forgot to confiscate toys before it was time to see Santa. Bug handed Santa a list which Mom thinks she had a peek at first, but his lists are an evolving thing. The littles seemed indifferent to Santa as long as I held them, the attempt to sit on his lap was ill fated. As soon as they were in Mom's arms they were happy though. Santa received many hugs from the older 3 and Big D told him what Bear wanted because she was too shy/star struck to speak. I was so excited for the picture. The I noticed Meekers has her hand in my shirt and Bug was more concerned with showing off his pokemon.
In my mind the trip was also going to include Christmas shopping for teachers and grandparents and maybe groceries. However, though the kids were cheerful still, I was was tired and not up for another store. So home we went.
Thursday, November 30, 2017
Tales from the Tooth Fairy
Bear-isms
Me: Go brush your teeth.
Bear: No thanks, they not dirty.
Me: You have to brush your teeth in the morning and before bed.
Bear: Ok, I pick morning.
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Bear: Mom, you mother?
Me: Yes, I am your mother.
Bear: My Dad Father?
Me: Yes, Daddy is your Father.
Bear: Oh, babies Jesus?
Me: No
Bear: Hmm..just twins?
Wednesday, November 29, 2017
A Test I Didn't Have to Study For
To settle curiosity once and for all and after recurring moments of guilt for getting my babies momentarily mixed up, I ordered a bucal zygosity test. This company was the most frequently recommended in MoM Groups (Moms of Multiples).
In my defence, the moments of "Who are you?" all happened either in the middle of the night, after long nights with little sleep, or in crowded places (being around large groups of people makes me anxious and I don't function well). Also I call my singletons by the wrong name on a somewhat regular basis, so there is also that.
I have a game I like to play mainly with my husband and sister. I text pictures of the twins and ask them to tell me who is who. My sister currently has the better record. In the early days, when I would be holding only Baby B, I sometimes had to look at Baby A to remember who I was holding. Baby B could look like Baby A, but A always looked like A. Then suddenly A looked like B and I had to stare at them and figure out who looked the most like B. In the morning after a solid stretch of sleep I could tell them apart. Panic subsided...zygosity test still ordered. Since that time I have decided "what a complete waste of money, they look like siblings but no way can they be identical." To "I am glad I ordered, they are so hard to tell apart today. If the results show identical I won't have to feel so guilty." Also "How the heck did I get them mixed up? They look nothing alike" To looking at old pictures and desperately trying to remember how I dressed them that day because they are in hats and I have no idea which baby is which. Today is a "they look nothing alike day".
2 test tubes, clearly labeled and 4 cotton swabs for each baby. |
A bit unsure about all this. |
A found everything interesting...and also edible. |
4 swabs in each test tube and popped in the pre-paid postage mailer. |
Tuesday, November 28, 2017
Halloween 2017
The twinks I decided I wanted to make chickens and even spray painted cardboard red in order to turn their double stroller into a chicken coop. Snow and wind changed my mind on that point. I also conducted an informal Facebook poll to help me decide between the chicken possibilities. Ruffle Romper or Fluffy Ballerina Tutu. One of each crossed my mind, but the tutu was too easy to wiggle out of. I traced a baby glove on red felt and hot glued it on last years winter hats, layered the rompers over a long sleeved onsie and yellow leggings. I forgot the dish gloves to cover feet, but as they were mainly strapped in car seats and only hauled out to see grandmas they weren't really missed.
The Big D couldn't make up his mind. At one point after discovering his cousin Conman had once dressed up as a lion that was the costume of choice. Alas, I found it is next to impossible to find brown sweatpants or hoodies for boys. Toddlers and babies, but no boys. My sewing skills are next to non-existent so I rely on hot glue and preferable second hand clothes or something that can be used again. I was practicing sugar skull makeup and he decided he wanted to be a skeleton. I took an old, almost too small black long sleeve shirt, and a clearance pair of black leggings and cut out white felt bones and hot glued them on. I also used face paint to make a skull. He was happy, everything was delightfully off, and I decided it made for homemade charm.
Bug couldn't decided what he wanted to be and most of his ideas were beyond my skill set. He noticed a scythe when I was browsing ideas and has a love of "death" so I ordered him a grim reaper costume from Amazon. With luck it will be used for future Halloweens as well.
So I ended up with about half homemade, and half purchased costumes. Glitter aside the purchases should be able to be enjoyed for dress up and future holidays. I was going to do sugar skull and be a skeleton myself, but Bear said she preferred my "Mommy face" better and the twinks couldn't stop giggling every time they saw me, so I was just the chauffeur.
We tried downtown trunk or treating, grandmas, a few houses around our block and the assisted living home and called it good enough. The kids did well, I gained 3 pounds from their unguarded candy stash. Happy Halloween.
Friday, November 3, 2017
Snow = Christmas Plots
Sunday, October 29, 2017
Sunday, September 3, 2017
Weekend Wedding Adventure
Friday, August 4, 2017
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*This has been sitting in drafts since August, but I decided to post it today. Still reminders everywhere of the preparations that should still be in full swing but aren't.*
One of the cruelest things I have noticed recently. Ads based off semi-recent browsing. Seems innocent enough right?
Well last month I was browsing cute maternity outfit ideas for Fall/Winter. This month the ads popping up are of those items, and it stings. The email reminders that I looked at something but didnt check out, offering a discount and "hurry before its too late".
Well, it is too late already. 3 weeks ago it became too late. I was cleaning/swamping out our bedroom today and found a list of baby name ideas. All of my pregnancies I have spent the duration doodling and writing names ideas, things I need to do to get ready, goals, reminders. I was working on a wardrobe capsule and sketched different outfits from what I had in my closet and what basic pieces I needed. Dumb I know, I just like to feel in control and feel like I am planning. I keep finding these little reminders on the backs of envelopes, bookmarks, random pages in notebooks. So much for control.
The positive of that though, is it shows me my husband was right. I was happy about having another baby. I was preparing like for all my other kiddos.
My tiny baby, you were here for such a short time. I had 10 days of knowing for sure my family was growing, a couple weeks of anticipating. I wanted to name you Oliver James. I had a feeling you were a son. If you were another daughter I liked Scarlett or Theresa (Tessie for short). Of course I likely couldn't have talked your daddy into any of those names. Who would you be? How would you have fit in our family. Who's smile would you have? Would you have brown eyes like your Daddy? Maybe you would have my curly hair? Your 5 brothers and sisters are supposed to be sleeping, Daddy is gone for four days of Guards. The house is quiet. And I miss you, without ever having met you. I miss you.
Thursday, May 18, 2017
Mom Brag
Feeling pretty proud of my oldest son. Last Sunday after Mass, the Activities Director of the Assisted Living Center asked me if Josh would be interested in joining a Junior Volunteer Group she would like to start. Through school he has already been going and reading to the residents, of course he usually seeks out his Great Grandma and reads to her. They both love it. Grandma's memory is slipping a bit, she doesn't always know who I am, or my other kids. She always knows Josh though, and I think it is so special.
Anyway, the AD told me that Josh is at home and completely comfortable. He is well behaved and energetic, visiting with everyone. This awkward Momma, who is still trying to learn how to stop being uncomfortable in public is so happy. Sometimes I really need to step back and appreciate this beautiful and kind soul that God has blessed me with. I mentioned it to my little guy, and he lit up and said "You mean I can go read and visit anytime!?"
Further bragging on my kiddo. Earlier I took the kiddos to the playground to enjoy the nice weather. We briefly had the joint to ourselves and then were joined by our neighbor down the street. One of her girls is in Josh's class. We were visiting and she told me earlier in the year her daughter came home and was impressed with Josh. Kids were fighting and Josh came over to help mediate and told them to remember that God doesn't want us to fight. I love that boy's caring heart.
Monday, May 15, 2017
Staying Humble
My children keep me humble.
Friday I spent the last 1.5 mowing the lawn and didn't feel like making supper. I decided to order burgers and onion rings and picnic in the backyard. I invited my oldest to ride with me to pick up our food. On the way home I added an errand and we stopped at the post office. Josh remembered there was a package so we picked it up and emptied our mail box. We loaded up and he wanted to know why I leave the package slips in the box when the window to pickup packages is closed.
Me: Then the next time someone stops the slip is there to remind them of the package and so the slip doesn't get lost.
Josh: Why couldn't you just keep track of it and bring it?
Me: Well, Dad and I decided this was the best way. That way whoever gets the mail has the slip. You have to have it to get the packages.
Josh: Oh...so you aren't smart enough not to lose it?!
Me: I'm not smart?
Josh: Smart enough!
Me: You don't think I'm smart? This way is the smartest way. If the slip is in the box whoever checks the mail can grab the slip and when the window is open get the package. I don't have to worry if it is in dad's pickup or hanging up on the fridge.
Josh: Because you lose stuff when you aren't smart enough to keep track of it.
Friday, May 12, 2017
Wednesday, May 10, 2017
Week 2 down
The boys spent every possible second outside. I went and bought Bug new pants. Which leads me to a huge pant sizing related rant. 8s are too small in waist and leg, 10s are too big in both areas even in the slims. I demand 9s, but my demands are ignored, maybe because I don't know were to make my demands.
Family Photoshoot
We had family pictures taken at the end of the year, but it was freezing and the photographer said when the weather was nicer we would do more. I knew asking my husband to take more wouldn't fly, but I really wanted updated kid pictures and at least one nice pictures with me and the kids. All I have are selfies, and no pictures with me and all 5.
While I wait for school to get out I was playing with pose ideas. My sister is definitely the artist in the family.
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
1 Week Down and Alls Well
Friday we ran errands and checked out books at the Public Library. They may need to build a new wing for all the books they are getting in for Bug.
Friday, April 7, 2017
March Twink Stats
Monday, April 3, 2017
There Cannot Be Only One
My view everytime I am feeding only one baby and the other notices.
I guess our motto is tandem feeding or tears.
Sunday, April 2, 2017
Coming to a Bookstore Near You!
My 7 year old is making how to books today. The back page has "coming soon" and listing his other books, currently out and up and coming. I haven't explained copyrights yet, which may effect things.
The instructions range from incredibly detailed to vague. His first book has the 1st step as opening the book. Step 2: turn the page and read all other steps. The next 3-5 steps deal with finding and gathering supplies, with a helpful note that it will be hard and some items might be mistaken as garbage. Also getting yourself a secret lair to keep the creations. Several items needed in the two books I have been allowed to read: a bobby pin, popsicle sticks, glue, a broken christmas light, and the top of a Yummy Tummy drink (have your mom/dad buy you one. Then drink it, but don't throw away the lid.)
We are showing his work to trusted family and friends first before pursuing a publisher.
Thursday, March 30, 2017
The Bedtime Hour(s)
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
A Lesson in Giving
Last night I took the boys to the basement with their tote we use as a toybox. I dumped it out along with all the other toys downstairs. A few side notes: toys that a parent had to pickup went in a garbage bag and was relegated to life in the basement. Also, prior to our descent, I had thrown away all broken toys and sorted out a good share that were long gone and donated to St Vincent's Thrift Shop. The remaining toys were to be sorted in 3 totes of equal size.
1) Toy box for everyday play
2) Donation
3) Storage/Rotation/Sentimental Toys
Box number 1 was quickly filled, the other two remained barren. I dumped the toy box again and delivered a pep talk. I would take care of toys for the girls. Each boyo would pick 10 toys per basket. Then we would repeat the sequence in groups of 5 items.
Oh the tears shed of forced discarded favorites. How an item not meritting a rank in the top 20 still qualified as "one of my favorites" and "so special to me" astounds me. Items one child donated were plucked out by the other and traded for items in another tote. More tears, more gut-wrenching decisions. It was painful all the way around. Reminders that sets counted as one item, whether as a keeper or a donation. My oldest is clearly more attached and sentimental. With cries of "How could you want to donate that?! It was a Christmas present!" After a few rounds I deemed the rest would be donated. More sobbing and wailing. Another Oscar-worthy speech about children in the world with no toys to their name and witnessing children with 2 totes full crying about parting with toys they had forgotten existed.
Honestly it wasn't the warm fuzzy life lesson I was hoping for. Hearts weren't filled with the joy of giving. wasn't a patient parent carefully imparting and passing down wisdom to my offspring. After taking their box of treasures back upstairs, my son's Catholic guilt reared its head and he decided he should have given more and been more generous. I wouldn't describe him having a relieved face when I said we could always give more and sort through toys again on another day.
This morning though I deemed the mission a success. Bear alone has been a carpenter, doctor, batman, and princess before my cup of coffee was cold. The boys have been more interested in playing in their room than begging for more television time. The amount of toys are more manageable and easier to keep picked up and apparently more fun. Win-win-win.
For a better lesson of giving, I am considering taking the big 3 shopping to pick out a toy or two to donate. And putting together a shopping list for groceries to take to the Community Cupboard. Experienced parents, please share how have you taught your children to be generous and giving?
Saturday, March 18, 2017
Tuesday, March 14, 2017
Basement Schemes
House projects are on my mind again. In the next month, as soon as the weather warms up we are finally going to work on the basement. Of course by we, I mean we are hiring someone. Family was offering to help us do it ourselves, but my husband didn't think he had the time to take it on.
The floor will be jack-hammered out and removed. Then we will do plumbing work ourselves. 2 egress windows will be cut. Some keep-water-out-measures will be made before the floor repoured. Finish work will be done with the previously volunteered help.
I have been organizing and packing up the basement. We will have to demo a bedroom the cinderblock shower and remove the furnace and hot water heater. Then temporarily move out until the work is done. Likely living in my in-laws basement, which has me a bit nervous. I don't like feeling like I am in the way.
I am mostly excited. This will double our liveable square footage and the boys will have a room to share between them. A bathroom I am excited to design, our upstairs remodel turned out so great. An extra bedroom for guests, or if our dream of moving to the farm is further away than we would like Bear will move into it.
The other for sure plan is a storage room. We are debating about an office/adult workspace.
The rest of the space will be open for the kids to run and play. My old counter-height table will be setup for jigsaw puzzles, lego building, boardgames, etc. I would like to put a sectional and chair or two with an entertainment center and lots of builtin bookshelves.
1140 sq ft extra. We will end up with a 4 bedroom 2 1/2 bathroom home. Upstairs parents and girls room. Downstairs boys room and guest room. Plenty of room for kids to be kids.
Other projects on the to-do-list:
-take up carpet in livingroom and kids' room and refinish hardwood floors underneath
-remove kitchen wall next to basement stairs and build half-wall
-put up shiplap walls in the kitchen and paint
-attempt to convince husband to trim windows and doors...and consider crown molding in bedrooms and livingroom.
-paver stone patio in the backyard
-till area in backyard for a vegetable garden
-replace siding and roof again from last summer's hailstorm
Sunday, March 12, 2017
On my mind, or out of it
Big D was puking last night, he only made it to the bathroom 2 out of 4 times. I am again firmly decided that we need to rip up our old carpet and refinish the hardwood floors. Or just rip up the carpet, the wood floors actually look pretty good.
This carpet has gone through 3 potty training children, horrific accidents and spills, grease, mud, and manure from the corral tracked over it. 6 1/2 years of stomach flu and exploding diapers. I am over the carpet shampoo-er and what to do with 5 kids and a damp carpet in winter.
In my mind, looking over our fence at the greener grass that is noncarpeted floors cleanup seems easier. What mom, strike that, person isn't 110% for easier cleanup?
At least one member of our household has been sick: either coughing, snifflely, achy, pukey, feverish, sneezing, Hershey squirts afflicted, plagued of some sort since the last week of January.
I blame the carpet. I can't sanitize the carpet. The carpet that our slobbery kissing germ sharing cuddly children crawl and roll across daily. Also the boys seem to have forgotten how hygeine works. The days of obsessive handwashing are over.
I am drinking coffee, hoping the kids will nap, and having hateful thoughts about carpet.
Friday, March 10, 2017
Nora's Nine Month Milestones
Nora has had an eventful March. On the 1st she took her first wobbly steps. On the 5th I heard something clinking when she took my glass of water, and then discovered her 1st tooth.
Today is the 10th, and she has 4 teeth and 2 more she is working on. Which really explains all the fussiness and biting this week.
9 months old and growing up fast. She says Mom, Dad, Up and gibberish. If you ask her big brothers she says all sorts of things, usually things they want.
Friday, February 17, 2017
Twinning in the shop
My inlaws were out of town today so we delivered lunch to the farm. With a warm snap, and tired of being in the house we decided to hang out at the shop. Not sure it is my most brilliant plan.
We are out of the house, but the babies are limited to being held or in their carseats. Mom is getting more out of this outing.
Monday, February 6, 2017
Schay It Ain't Schlow
Friday, February 3, 2017
Notes to self
- Stop calling every member of my family honey. It gets too confusing.
- Make it a priority to program the coffee machine before bed. The grinder going off is a better alarm clock anyway.
- Throw out at least 75% of the Husband's T-shirts. That should make room for the ones he actually wears.
- Find and sign up for a woodworking class.
- Start putting together the tax stuff, extensions shouldn't be annual event.
- Get a babysitter and go do something enjoyable with no guilt, even if it means going alone. Maybe a weekend trip.
- Start supper before family members air grievances of hunger.